1. Life is Experiential

(08/20/10)  As the pages of my life turn, the micro choices of the moments become more apparent and the places they lead to less imaginary.

To be here now is so much more serious to my ego which is reluctant to admit, I just don't have enough time to be passionate about every interest to the same degree .  Still I stubbornly try, only to become overwhelmed and continually anxious about time passing.  I don't wear a watch yet I hear time tick by, feel the day move past, hyper aware and disappointed with my loss of it. This affliction is attached to me and I can't shake it loose. There must be a way to extract this perception of time from my focus and allow time to flow freely without remorse.

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